simple life+simple guy=simplifier

2007-02-07T00:03:00.000+08:00

MON- 2dae i neva work lo.. so i went to pei my precious laopo lo.. i mit her ard 1+ den we take cab to ps lo.. we go ps de couple lab order our ring lo.. kos next dae is our 1mth so we decided to go ps and book our ring lo.. we wan giv deposit wan.. bud cant.. so we giv full payment lo.. den we no money liao! haha! so walk ard den take train back to laopo hse lo.. den we eat our lunch at her hse lo.. den i pei her til 10 den i go home liao lo.. was kinda tired la.. laopo oso noe.. den i v slpy oso.. yup

TUE- yea! 2dae is our 1mth le! happy! i ard 12+ go ps take our ring den i mit her at boon kng de mrt there at 2+ lo.. aft tt we go bishan kos she nid go de gg there buy her tings.. den we go bishan buy her gg tings.. and eat long john aft tt.. same ting lo.. go her hse lo.. haa! 2dae i sick mah.. den laopo sayang mi! so happy and fortunately to hav her as my laopo.. our 1mth nth much le.. dint celebrate much kos both of us v tired mah.. yup.. bud i noe.. valentine's dae wil b great! yup!

laopo! 1mth 1mth! muacks! luv u lots lots! u ar.. dun keep scratchin lo.. scratch until so mani finger marks.. den not nice liao wor.. ok ar.. dun scratch too much hor.. and hav enuff rest kay.. dear dear tis few days lik v tired lik tt.. mus hav enuff rest de.. MUS!! =) luv u baby wenwen laopo! muacks!

francisim~

2007-02-05T00:23:00.000+08:00

yeayea! hmm.. updates! haha.. yuppies.. so sat..

workin lo.. i work 11 to 7 lo.. sian.. v slpy le.. u noe.. haha! den lyk tt lo.. tirin lo.. kos sat mah.. stil ok la.. den aft work i go mit chong ee den go arcade play awhile lo.. aft tt go laopo de workin palce find her and pei her lo.. yup.. u al mus b sayin tt she workini stil go.. bud nvm ar.. she work lo.. den i jus stay there pei her and see her i can liao.. as long as can c her i happy liao wor.. yup.. den i pei her til lik 11+ den i go find yimin ton lo.. at his hse slack drink lo.. nothin much lo.. yup

2dae w my laopo whole dae le! jealous? haha! i ad 11+ mit her at bugis lo.. kos she nid go bishan buy her gg tings.. den i pei her go lo.. her mum drove us.. guess wad.. when we were there.. de gg headquarters were closed.. haha! den cant buy her gg tings liao.. lik tt lo.. actuali we wan 2mr go again bud not open.. so tue go bax.. yup.. den we go bishan walk walk awhile lo.. we bought a pair of ear rings.. one guy and one gal de.. haha! very de cute lo.. =X den aft walkin ard.. take cab to my hse lo.. aft my hse den i pei her go bugis work lo.. and i at there pei her lo.. yup.. c her lo.. c her i contented alrd.. =) reali! den ard 9+ i went off lo.. yup.. lik tt onli.. tts al for updates! more updates ltr on.. now i talkin to my baobei laopo! den i update neva talk to her.. she so poor ting hor.. so i mus stop bloggin liao! and go pei her! i go liao!!

counting down: 2 more days to our first mth

muacks! i luv my laopo lots! she jus simply.. wonderful! luv her lots and truely wor! muacks! my qin ai de laopo! =)

06/01/07

francisim~

2007-02-02T23:45:00.000+08:00

yo! im back! haha.. okok

2dae.. kind of pissed off! 2dae was suppose to b my first dae workin flyers de.. so i mit jolin take 111 go suntec lo.. and halfway on de journey.. she gt a call frm weijian.. and guess wad.. de flyers are not ready yet.. so 2dae dun nid work.. we are lik =.=!!!.. waste our time lo!!! den we continue our journey to suntec.. visit weijian and jie hui.. dey were lik v slack.. sittin there listenin to songs and readin comic.. =.=! and thier pay is lik $6/hr.. good sia! so slack den summore de pay higher den my peng satay de le! haha! den pei dem awhile den i go arcade.. i spend lik 60+.. on de games and 40+ on de machine.. de kup doll wan.. spent alot sia! den come home change take money den boom.. on my way to mit laopo.. mit her liao den pei her go home bath.. den go work lo.. yup.. 2dae laopo v busy le.. i see lik frm de moment she go work.. she lik neva stop.. den oso neva pei wo.. bud nvm la.. she busy mah.. den is ok de.. bud i worried for her lo.. ltr she injure herself den i siao liao.. haha! now she stil workin bax.. stil busy kos she dint reply my sms.. nvm i shall wait for her sms.. =)

laopo ar laopo.. if u r readin tis hor.. i wan tel u.. b kareful when workin hor.. dun injure wor.. or at least try la.. and when u workin u mus hav enuff rest de hor.. i dun wan u overtired urself.. my heart wil super duper pain de! xD muacks laopo! hao ai ni wor.. u noe anot? =))

my life is different since de day 06/01/07

francisim~

2007-02-02T00:14:00.000+08:00

yo! im back for updates.. haha.. get ready ur seat belt..

hmm okok.. so on de 30.. aft i update.. i went do laopo sch fetch her lo.. pei her mah.. kos i not workin.. missin her lots too.. den mit her liao we go kfc eat lo.. alot her sch wan sia! den i v ps de le.. =X.. aft awhile we go bugis tgt w shiyun lo.. i mittin chong ee and gary at there play arcade mah.. so mi laopo and shiyun go there den ltr i go play arcade den laopo and shiyun go walk walk lo.. actuali i is play awhile wan.. budd dey al la keep delayin.. den end up i call aopo go home first.. i so bad hor.. hais.. den play half way.. jie pin crystal joseph and one guy pop out.. i play til 7 den pei gary cut hair den go laopo hse pei her lo.. den ltr at her hse sumting happened lo.. den she cried.. im so so so sad la.. and heart ppain.. hais.. i dun lik de gal i luv to cry de wor.. summore i luv her so much le.. i is truely luv her de wor.. muacks!

de next dae got work lo.. den lik tt lo.. pissed off w de customers and stuffs la.. nth special..

2dae i went suntec w laopo lo.. kos i nid sign letter for sum flyer tingy.. den laopo pei mi go.. yup.. den aft go suntec den we go back boon keng kos denyse is waiting for us mah.. aft tt we went play bball awhile lo.. aft bball.. go laopo hse pei her lo.. v fun sia.. i keep makin her "high".. lol.. until she v wad.. sorrie wor laopo.. make u until so wad.. bud i noe deep down in ur heart.. u noe tt i truely luv u de wor! muacks! she v funni le.. laopo is so cute! i luv her too much! xD

now if i can hav a wish i wil wish tt my laopo ribcage wun b so pain.. i dun wan her pain le.. c her pain.. so heart pain.. i wil wish upon de stars tt her ribcage wil soon b ok.. and tt we wil b w each other 4eva and eva and eva!... muacks! i luv my wenwen laopo!!! xD

francisim~

2007-01-30T12:13:00.000+08:00

yo ppl! so v sorrie for de long lost update alryte? =X pls forgive! i was kinda lazy busy to update la.. so didnt update for so long.. sorrie to those royal supporter of my tis blog ok? =) i wil try my best not to b lazy and blog often.. TRY OK?? =)

wher shall i start? hmm.. let mi recap..

oh! i remembered.. hmm.. aft Os.. life's great! kos a big big burden is over.. so life without Os is simply W-O-N-D-E-R-F-U-L. haha.. aft O i jus went out w frens lo.. bud go out until a period when i bcome bored of goin out.. so decided to work instead.. work my ass off.. yea.. and not bad u noe.. i work my ass off and my dec pay was lik goin to 1k.. not bad la..

in de meantime.. i break w stella.. no idea is hu break hu.. al i noe is i dint do aniting wrong.. and she jus keep avoidin mi.. dun talk to mi and stuffs.. is real torture u noe.. she reali do noe how to torture mi.. yupps.. ltr i get implements tt she break w mi alrd.. so ok.. i take it as we broke.. for tis relationship.. my comments.. i hav done nth wrong.. i stil vividly rem tt i wait for her 2 damn hrs and she is angri.. whose fault? ghost lo.. when w her.. i dun tink i failed my duty as a bf.. bud wad bout her? durin my Os she left mi alone to face it.. wow! great isn't it? haha

hmm so much of my holidaes i spend alone lo.. kos i no gf to pei mi.. den i jus keep workin lo.. yupp.. meanwhile..

i get to noe sum real good frens.. dey are gary, seng guan, chong ee,colin,jie pin and crystal..
i noe al of dem thru seng guan.. i noe him thru dota de.. noe him quite long liao bud dint mit up.. den finali one dae we mit up lo.. i spend my christmas eve and new yr eve w these dudes.. is real fun to b w dem.. dunno why.. haha.. dey v fun to talk cock! yeayea!!! aft i noe dem.. we alwas go out liao lo.. we hav fun goin out mah.. bud now i onli get to mit up w chong ee.. seldom mit up w de rest.. sadded..

on 6/1/07.. a new luv story hav sparkled off between 2 teens called francis and carmen.. yup.. we stead on tt dae lo.. as first i dun tink we wil get tgt.. kos most likely i fear tt she wil reject mi.. bud no.. she accepted.. so yea! though we may not noe each other for long at tt time.. bud i jus hav de feelin for her so i jus ask her for stead.. as de days goes by.. i seems to luv her more and more.. and truly luv her.. and de way she make mi feel and stuffs.. i jus simply luv her too much.. another 7days is our 1st mth.. yup.. =)

now.. hmm Os results releasin soon.. how?? omg la.. is seems so SLOW lo.. i heard is on de 5 feb.. sian lo.. so fast.. alryte.. tts al for update! wil update more often.. bye readers! xD

francisim~

2006-12-02T21:08:00.000+08:00

ok! updaate! since lots of ppl bomb mi to update ya? haha

open i shall start frm aft my Os.. aft my sci mcq.. everi1 was lik YEA.. onli de dnt students were lik HAI.. stil gt dnt.. bud nvm.. haha.. den ltr we go container classroom studi for our dnt.. den junming dey al go make a jay death video.. LOL sia.. de video dam funni.. luv tt lots.. so aft dnt paper.. den we WOW! haha.. totali crazy! so i went home bath lo.. den i tried to dye my hair.. BUD.. unsuccessful.. den i go out to ps pierce my ear.. i ear my ear hope and one top.. de top one not reali v pain la.. quite nia.. nice nice! den mit jo go play lan.. aft tt daryl dey al come lo.. den jo dey al go off.. mi wm and kai take cab to holland v yimin lan shop there lo.. den i stay til lik 12 noon den go back.. yea..

de next dae.. mrs abdul treat us dinner at vivo secret recepit.. nice nice! was sad.. gonna part w mrs abdul.. she was a gd teacher.. hu guided mi al along since sec3.. when my dnt was alwas bad.. =( shes great! luv her! xDD.. den aft tt wh and mi went take junming's car go back lo..

wed.. nth special la.. slack at home lo.. v sian.. thur and fri oso lo.. nth much.. jus basically.. slack! haha..

ok.. so now mon! was my graduation dae.. and oso my prom nite.. graduation i wear until lik wad.. kos i dun kare.. i prom den wear nice nice xDD.. i i surpose to hav my ahma pei mi go cut hair and stuff.. den she overslept.. hai.. den bcome jo pei mi. we go xquizit.. there cut nice sia.. i shall alwas go there cut liao.. den i highlight one patch red lo.. den i went for prom.. cant see de red kos de lightin was red =.=!.. we hav fun at prom.. everi1 looks great! i neva c so mani chio bu sia! haha.. i was wearin blazor! nice nice! take lots lots of pic.. smile until my mouth tired sia.. haha! den aft tt we go momo pub drink.. haha..

nth liao lo.. tue and wed i workin.. den thur to sat.. actuali is wan go out w ahma.. den she wan pei her fren.. den i.. ok lo u go pei lo.. den i jus rot at home.. how i wish she can pei mi more.. she thur alrd pei her darlink liao den she tel mi fri oso wan pei her.. den i sian alrd.. den tel her aiya u go ur fren.. we alrd sae liao de.. sae thur-sat.. i pei her.. she w fren i oso pei.. she cant get rid of mi den end up.. aiya.. nvm la.. ystd went vivo w wh.. c movie.. midnight show.. cinderella.. nth much wan la.. not tt scary le.. =X.. aft tt, we go find his gf and her fren den we take cab.. go eat go wh home.. nth much liao lo.. until now i haven slp =XXX. tts al bax =)) smile! tmr stil nid ta work! woot! mon chalet liao! haha.. enjoy again! xDD

francisim~

2006-11-19T20:34:00.000+08:00

is seens donkey yrs since i last reali blog(dun count i do quiz la).. i oso dunno wher to start le.. kinda lost to tis.. haha.. ok i shall contiue frm wher i stop.. i stop bloggin when prelims was approachin ryte? ok.. as usual.. i didnt reply studied.. so.. u noe.. flunked it too.. my L1R5 was.. 41.. L1R4 was 32.. not bad ryte.. high hor! =) so lik tt lo.. 3mths no nid go aniwher.. i oso dun plan to.. hha.. i jus work my ass off.. i nid lots of money.. for new hp.. drum course etc.. and i was attached to my beloved stella on 281006.. =) a luv story started.. den on de 6 is O lvl lo.. i stil could rm how stress and scare i was.. bud thks to my lovely dear.. she calm mi down.. and by my side.. den i cool down a bit.. and as de days goes by.. slowly not stress liao.. O lvl was kinda easier den prelim lo.. bud i tink i aint prepare well enuff.. so kinda scare tt i cant make it to poly.. f i cant den how? go ite? or retake?? ani suggestions? so tmr is my last 2 papers.. hmm dnt and sci mcq.. finanli hor.. O is finishin.. agony endin.. yesyes! den tmr my plan..

aft dnt paper go home.. kos mrs abdul mayb treatin us for dinner.. aft tt i go parklane play dota w jo dey al til next dae.. ton there lo.. =) tt shld b it.. den de rest of de days dunno le..

now was kinda sad.. kos havin probs w her.. i should sae is my fault.. kos as Os and family stuffs.. i tend to b over sensitive and think too much.. when i noe tt she luvs mi bud i tink she is not.. which make us both suffer.. durin de Os.. she was cold to mi.. kos she wan mi to focus on studyin and not on de r/s.. tts y.. bud is hard.. when i havin Os.. de stress and everiting.. i nid her.. i reali do.. de last few daes even worst.. kos is lik she dun kare mi... she dun msg mi as much as last time and stuffs.. i sen her al those lovin msg den she jus reply it w a cold ohs.. ok.. orh.. i feel so.. arg.. she is jus v impt to mi.. im jus scare to lose her.. kos i luv her.. and when u reali luv de person and de person aint givin a dam bout u.. u wil go crazy and anyhow tink.. for mi.. im a person whereby i onli feel luv when de opposite affirm their luv by words and action.. den i wil feel love and secured.. and oso shower mi lots of kare.. i dunno wad to do alrd.. al i noe is.. i jus simple luv her.. ystd she sae mayb we jus dun mit or wad.. let each other cool down first.. and i agreed to it too.. so now.. lik tt lo..

so tts all.. i m wonderin.. wad is luv to diff ppl? mayb to sum is? or wad? i shall do a survey on my next post.. yea.. so tmr last dae... alot ppl r happy.. bud im not tt happy.. kos i do not hav her to share my joy with.. aft Os so? i oso dun hav her to go out w mi.. cant share my feelings w her.. i wan mi n her to b back to last times.. de happy times.. de 'siao' times.. i nid her more than aniting else.. i jus wan her by my side.. to share w mi my everiting.. and i jus wa nby her side.. =(
hope aft a few days we wil b ok.. hope.. hai

francisim~

2006-11-14T20:09:00.000+08:00

im being asked my ruby to do this quiz =)
full name: CHAN WAI KIAT FRANCIS
backwards: NANC IAW TAIK SICNARF(IS SO DAM WEIRD =.=)
were you named after someone?: no idea?? parents didnt tell mi =X
meaning of your name: just a name? eng i dunno.. bud chinese name i noe.. wan mi to b brave and doing well
nickname/screen name: francisim,simplifier,wj
nick: same
screen name: same
birthday: 15march
place of birth: NUH
nationality: singapoeran of kos.. if not blangala..
current location: commonwealth
star sign: de fish wan.. dunno wad piseces
religion: christianity
height/weight: 173cm/52kg [is quite long ago]
shoe size: 12
hair colour: black and a bit of golden lo..
inherited from: mum
iinie or outie: wads that?
lefty or righty: HUH?
gender: male
bestfriends/trust most: enkai,jing zhe,stella
guy friends: tons
greatest buddies: jing zhe,enkai,jo,wm,daryl,charles
bf or gf: stella
crush: nope
parents: mr chan and mdm png
worst enemy: hmm nope
best online guy/girl: everyone!
greatest advicer: enkai,jingzhe
crying partner: dunno?
any sisters/brothers: nope.. bud hav gan meis jies di and kors
any pets: neh. die liao =(
any disease: slack disease?
pagers: last time not now
telephone: 6475****
cellphone: 9229****
pool or hot?: wad hot??? wth??
a car: maybe?
driving: nope
own room: yeayea
schools: new town primary and clementi town secondary
colour: blue lime green white black
relationship with parents: sux
belive in yourself: not really
love at first sight: not really.. i dun luv ppl based on looks.. bud on character too
listening ears: my close fren nor
get along with parents: nope.. mum is unreasonable
prayers/pray: able to get into poly.get out of financial difficulties.get her saved.be with her alwas
believe in reincarnation: yeas
a teaser? most of de time xD
loves hanging on the phone: when im bored
getting married?: not now la! 17 nia le.. how to marry! lols
loves driving: YES! if there is racin in singapore how gd =(
motion sickness: dunno le
eat stem of brocolli: yupps
eat chicken with fork: yea.. alwas.. lazy to use hands
dream in colour: hmm.. stil BLUE!
type your fingers on home role: seldom
sleep with stuffed animals? NO!
person who sleeps next to you: ghost
on the walls of your room: light blue
On your mousepad: i dun hav mousepad
dream car: lancer!!!
dream date: no idea
honeymoon spot: no idea
dream husband/wife: no idea
amunder you bed: dots..
single most important qns: when can i get attached? LOLS
bad time of the day: none?
worst fear: when i cant with her?
theme songs: uncountable
hardest thing about growing up: dunno how to sae le
Funniest/scariest experience: alot bax
silliest experience: dunno
worst feelings: lonliness,wronged by others being left out
greatest feeling: when she is by my side,when ppl noe my existance
list 5 people whom u want them do to this survey..
yanjing
yizhen mama
bernard di
esther
siyi

2006-10-10T17:45:00.000+08:00

1. Single,taken or crushing? hmm single
2. Are you happy with your life now? not really.. i wil b much happier w/o havin to take o level
3. When you meet the right person, will you fall for him/her fast? depends?? u wil neva noe hu is de rite person ryte?
4. Have you had your heart broken? of kos.. who dun?
5. Do you believe there are circumstances where cheating love is acceptable? no.. wadeva it is.. NO
6. Would you talk to someone back if he/she cheats on you? see wad de person cheat to mi abt..
7. Have you talk to another person about marriage before? not reali.. stil young
8. Do you want children? neva tink of tt.. bud i luv children.. yes??
9. How many? 2 bax..
10. Would you consider adoption? nope.. bud if reali hav to.. tt wil b de last resort..
11. If someone likes you right now, what do you think will let you know his/her feelings? her actions??
12. Do you enjoy getting into relationships? common.. hu dun? if u dun enjoy den why u get into 1 de first place? haa
13. Be honest. What did you and your ex do? cant reali rem?
14. Do you believe in love at first sight? nope.. bud i believe like at first sight
15. Are you romantic? no idea??
16. Do you believe you can change someone? yes i do
17. If you could marry somewhere, where would it be?underwater? kos i luv BLUE!!
18. Do you easily give in when you're fighting?hav to depends on de ppl lo
19. Do you have feelings for someone right now? confused?
20. Have you ever wish you could have someone but you messed it up? yea
21. Have you broken a heart? sort of?
22. One day if your best friend fall in love with he/she that you are deeply in love with,what would you do? let her decide hu she wants to b with den
23. Are you missing someone right now? YEA

Now you have to ask your 5 friends to do this survey on their blog.Write down their names below.Tag them in their blog to let them know and DON'T stop doing this survey.This survey have been going around,it made people occupied.Get started and the 5 lucky people are:
1. audrey
2. elicia
3.yvonne
4.jing zhe
5. bernard

okok.. is been long since i tag.. haha.. sort of bz tired and stress lo.. so v long neva blog.. tis quiz was bein ask by my boss.. yup.. so i jus do lo.. haha

2006-09-16T12:09:00.000+08:00

is bloggy time.. hmm tis whole wk is exams time.. bud.. didnt reali studi though.. haha.. so wed nth much? hav chem paper lo.. chem paper screwed again.. den slack in sch.. AND RUBY NOE HU M I ALRD!! NOT FUN!! BOOS!! haha.. den went play dota w jo jz.. yup.. aft tt jz went to make his ez link den went to tanglin halt to take my IMpossible shirt.. nice sia.. haha.. den he come my hse "studi".. and it bcome come my hse c SINGAPORE IDOL.. LOL.. didnt studi AGAIN! haha.. den walk walk ard holland lo. kos is his first time? haha.. thur.. geo paper.. gone oso.. hha.. in sch eat den go liao.. went out celebrated weng's bdae.. w jo jz and wh.. we went marina square lo.. play dota first! haha.. den paly until 6.30.. we were lik "a.. go liao go liao.. we book de yuki at 7!' and then we were like OH YA!! haha.. so when for a fast dinner at de food court lo.. as usual.. i'm de last to fin again.. is ok! =D den when to yuki to hav our ICE CREAM BUFFET! not bad sia.. keep eatin ice cream.. bud i m more like eat de waffler and love letters(de stick biscuits) haha.. eat until full.. den lastly.. we make a mickey mouse! den we go liao.. haha.. eat fin le.. den we went to play dota again!!! haha.. den went home.. tired.. haha den fri.. ystd maths paper 2.. dun nid to sae. gone oso! LOL.. den went for dnt.. keep getin scolded le! waliew.. fed up lo.. aa bit den scold.. =.= bud i m de 2nd one to leave.. YEAH!! haha.. den went home prepare den mit xiao hui.. at cine.. i waited for de bus so like so dam freakin long lo.. 20mins sia.. den finali met her.. den went cine walk c shoes.. den go far east search for sumting.. yup.. den walk ard lo.. haha.. funni lo.. we went to ps de foodcourt.. and guess wad.. de foodcourt blackout! black.. haha! nice sia! haha.. den when we were abt to talk pic den de lights came back.. walao! de lights ar.. come at de wrong time sia.. suppose to play pool.. budshe was too tired.. den let her rest beta lo.. =) den pei her home.. so quiet de she.. kos she was kinda mood swings.. n tired lo.. nvm is ok..

hope to c u more and go out w u more.. =D
rest well wor..
affection is growin more
for u..

2006-09-12T19:42:00.000+08:00

yea.. i m here again to update.. i shall update quite often? quite onli ar.. depends hor.. hhaa.. yea.. so sun.. i went church lo.. and is bout anger.. cool man.. talkin bout ttt.. recently i had been quite anger and pissed off quite easily.. indeed it does help.. i guess is due to de grp of fren i recently w bax.. tt means mi so anger and pissed off easily.. theres oso a part on forgivin.. hmm tts great.. forgiv may sounds easy.. bud to do it.. u nid God's intervention to b able.. indeed i m askin God to help mi forgiv.. al those that had hurt mi and wadsoeva.. hhaa.. so i m forgivin! haha.. jkjk nia! aft tt went for pm lo.. prayer mittin.. yea.. den aft tt.. went to mit beng.. he bless mi! wooohoo! kos i broke liao.. den he blessed mi! thks God! haha.. den aft tt.. went home den studi w beng lo.. was so tired u noe.. frm thur til sun.. keep doin dnt.. and at de same time studin for ss and practisin maths.. u can imagine how crazy i wil b.. and stress.. dnt hav hell lots of tings to do u noe.. tt drive mi nuts! haha.. and result i didnt reali hav a gd rest so far..

MON! to mani ppl is sch reopen.. bud to mi.. is de startin point of my prelims!!! arg!!! maths p1 and ss! haha.. de maths.. not bad lo.. bud stil fail la.. bud wun fail til tt jialat.. kos i got put in effort to practise.. jus tt i nid more practise.. yup! ss ar.. i anihow bomb wn! lol kos didnt studi all due to doin dnt.. haha.. nvm at least i did try.. rather den didnt try ryte?? haha.. den aft tt go home slack.. kos tue is chi.. dun intend studi.. do dnt again! D-:<

2dae.. chi papers.. was dam slp la! while i doin, i was lyk zzz..zzz .zzzz and my handwritin were terrible.. kos i dozin off.. haha.. tired sia! de paper 1 i ani how do wan.. no mood do properly.. haha.. de paper 2.. ok la.. stil can score i tink?? den aft tt go play bball in sch.. w jo dey all.. haha.. i sux in bball sia! too long neva play.. i lost my shootin accuracy.. sadded.. haha.. yea.. tmr.. mittin xiao hui! haha.. to studi.. our first date=studi.. LOL!! bye ppl! i go chiong my chem.. chiong a bit.. haha!

2006-09-09T21:57:00.002+08:00

too lazy to update! haha.. so nw update la..

to those ppl tt noe i m nt in gd mood.. i m alryte nw! i m happy! no longer sad or bad mood.. gd ryte? lol

firstly.. tis wk is sch holidae.. wan studi de.. bud end up playin arcade alwas.. and spent al my money in arcade.. failure sia! haha.. sum how addicted to dtx and ddr.. LOL!!

secondly, i wanna thks weng cheong.. kos on wed.. him, jo and mi is playin bball de.. perhaps too long didnt play, we played awhile then tired alrd.. tired of the sun! haha.. too hot sia! =XX den dunno why suddenly sae play dota.. LOL den went to dhoby ghout play lo.. den weng treat mi.. he treat mi lunch, dinner and de lan! GD RYTE!!! thks weng! =) u wait! i wil bless u sum dae!

fri.. hmm was a dnt dae.. mornin went to sch do dnt lo.. den aft sch i go library to dnt.. folio.. tired le.. do and do! lol.. den aft tt josephine came to mit mi.. she so poor ting.. her braces make her v hard to eat.. =( den ltr jiajia tag along too.. haha.. aft eatin den i go church for overnight prayer mittin.. was tired though.. bud i wanna go.. wanna God do miracle in mi.. so i went.. is gd man! de first part.. woo! i can feel God alrd! de last part was even better! Pst Zhuang laid hands on mi! he was talkin bout Jesus bein our first love and de joy when we first entered into His kingdom.. indeed i had lost de first love.. i had lost de joy.. is a wonderful experience.. physically Pst Zhuang lay hands on mi bud i can feel is not Pst Zhuang bud is GOD HIMSELF layin hands on mi.. one ting Pst Zhuang do.. he blew mi lightly on de face and i fall.. at tt moment.. i feel tt is GOD'S BREATH! IS GD MAN! i begin to renew my luv for God and bcome happy again!!! =D

sat.. went to cg.. de msg was bout last sun sermon.. i didnt go last sun so was kinda in a blur blur mood.. talk abt toxic behaviour.. i reali learnt sumting.. i realise tt i m emotionally unavailable.. reali! and oso anger as recently keep quarrellin w mum so tends to flare up easily.. is great! i cried again! haha.. nw i feel so happy.. de joy of de Lord is restorin back in my life! i thks God! =D and i realise one ting.. theres a inner vow within mi..

magnificent is u oh God! u wil neva leave mi.. Jehovah God

2006-09-04T12:50:00.000+08:00

beheaded guys
boxes of 5b2
5b2'06 boxes

tis is my box for de teacher's dae

2006-09-03T16:42:00.001+08:00

is been quite awhile since i alst updated.. i was lazy to update.. as in.. update for wad?

for al those ppl tt kares bout mi.. last wk is okok.. nth much.. de onli daes when i am happy is thur.. as for de teacher's dae.. for al those that do not noe.. my class is de one wearin boxes.. our theme is boxman.. and is real cool u noe.. wearin boxes as a head gear and went ard de sch.. real fun.. is been such a long time since i had such a great dae.. took alot of pics.. w meixuan.. w my class and stuffs.. and jz james fuad dixie sheng yuan germaine and firadus performed.. is nt bad i tink.. i lyk de drummer james! he is gd man! haha.. so aft de celebration i went to play dota w my clicks again.. usual activities.. play 4 matches.. frm 3+ til 7+.. fun i tink.. den went to eat and talk some cock there.. and yes! JOAKIM IS OUT!! finali singaporeans finali noe hu can sing and hu cant..

sat went to jz church.. kos he sae is a special event? jo is drummer and he preach.. so decided to giv dem my support and go c dem.. woo jo is quite a gd drummer.. for a first time he's pretty gd.. jz.. his msg was pretty simple bud it does hav some substance.. well done guys! =) den aft tt went fellowship w dem lo.. nth much la..

currently my mood nw is bad.. and i dunno why.. i may appear ok.. bud deep down i m nt.. for those tt reali noe mi.. i guess u al tinks tt nw i m more quiet den eva b4.. i dun reali talk nw compare to last times.. yes i may b a introvet.. bud i stil wil talk last time.. bud nw.. seems to mi tt i dunno wad to talk.. i m jus complete silence.. even w my best fren.. i stil did nt talk? why?

did i reali change? change to sum1 hu even myself do not noe? more hot temper.. temperamental..

i reali dunno why.. why i m feelin down.. i do not noe.. al i can feel is tt deep inside my soul.. i feel emptyy.. emptiness.. nth bud empty.. sadness filled three-quarter of my life.. i suppose.. there is a bottomless vessl tt is filled w sadness.. why cant i jus hav a more understandin mum? why cant i jus hav a more peaceful home? why cant i b more outgoin? why cant i jus wake myself up and studi? where is de smile i usual hav? is no longer =).. bud is =l.. even i smile.. is jus.. a fake smile.. de distance between mi and God is gettin larger.. and larger.. wher is de once mi? wher? i dunno.. i dunno! and i dun fuckin kare! i hate my fuckin life.. everiting is jus de same.. i m jus goin thru a routine.. nth much! everiting is jus a routine.. al i dun fuckin kare! everiting is jus nt smooth for mi.. when i needed sum1.. whers de sum1? theres so much ting inside of mi i wan to tel sum1.. bud wherss de sum1? no idea.. bud i noe.. i dun nid ani1.. i jus b alone and tt fine w mi.. so.. dun ask mi i m ok anot.. kos i m nt.. dun ask mi how r u.. kos i dun wan to sae.. i juus wanna lock everiting up.. i wanna lock up.. i dun wan ppl to noe aniting.. i dun wan ppl to get into my life or hurt mi.. tts de best way.. unless.. sum1 can assure mi tt i wun get hurt.. sum1 can unlock de doors tt is so shut.. sum1 assure mi tt wil by my side..

2006-08-20T23:56:00.000+08:00

yea.. i m here.. to blog again.. i shal try to update everi 2 daes alryte?

Sat
wad can i sae? i was slackin ard.. actuali was suppose to studi.. bud.. de mood ain't dere.. yup.. so.. didint reali studi.. stay at home de whole dae.. playin dota.. kinda sick of tis type of lifestyle.. wher is de live when i hav God? wher wher wher?

Sun
is a great dae i tink.. yup.. 2dae went to church lo.. is great.. at first my cgl talked to mi.. sumhow lyk counsel mi? thks jiahui! i luv u lots! u r de best cgl.. thks for ur words.. i wil take heed.. de sermon.. indeed in my season.. as u al noe.. i cant studi.. and tts a undeniable fact.. I CANT STUDI.. and 2dae was bout de mind.. indeed.. is de wrong information tt i took in den end up de nw MI.. is reali time.. time for mi to take in new information.. i NID NEW INFORMATION!! i nid to RENEW my mind.. sumhow.. afk de service.. i feel strongly.. my Spirit man is explodin.. sumting is mi is blowin up.. and i noe.. i can do well.. i can.. AND I WIL DO IT.. for i m his body.. to send forth de word.. i shall SHINE! FOR GOD'S GLORY.. is gre8.. is been long since i last met de Lord.. and 2dae.. is jus gre8.. gre8.. aft service went to mit kw and daryl go bugis.. kw wan go sinta buy his gear bud is closed.. den we went library studi.. do eng and dnt.. is gre8.. we manage to do quite alot.. compared to b in de house.. is gre8.. fruitful dae..

josephine ar josephine.. ps wor.. 2dae suppose to b our dae.. den hp no batt.. =X i wil repay u wan.. I WIL! WIL PEI U WAN!!

2006-08-18T23:57:00.000+08:00

is been v long since i last updated.. i shall do a brief one..

Mon
nth special.. normal sch lo.. den went for nites focus.. and dnt again lo.. =X ya.. and i noe a new fren.. called jessica.. ^^

Tue
2dae didnt bring tie to sch.. dunno wher i put it sia.. den kana punished.. run de quarangle 5 rounds.. =.=.. runnin w mi is jz jo and wh.. haha.. dey accompany mi. LOL! den nites go focus again lo.. =.=

Wed
as fri is my O lvl eng oral.. i go cut my hair.. de barber sucks le.. she dunno how cut wan lo.. she help mi cut until.. terrible.. no words to describe ot.. =X and nw i m stuck w tis dam hair.. =((

Thur
nth special too.. keep practisin oral and tts all lo.. borin lo.. haha.. nth speecial la..

Fri
2dae.. is my O lvl oral!! =XX v nervous u noe! i was lyk.. tremblin.. tts al la... i lazy update summore.. i wil sae more when i free alryte =))!

baby devil.. sumhow we lyk driftin frm each other.. more den 1wk didnt contact.. nvm.. is ok la.. i noe is impossible.. dun worri.. i dun tink u suits mi too.. den.. i dun lyk u alrd.. =) isn't tt wad u wan? ^^

~simplifier~

2006-08-14T00:38:00.000+08:00

Fri
nth special lo.. normal sch lo.. get back my chi results.. i tel u ar.. is sucks.. B4.. de worst ting is.. ORAL MERIT! WTH?!?! my oral alwas distinction wan.. dam sad and angri over it lo.. wth, merit.. den summore 2dae my mum suppose to go sch mit teachers wan.. bud i sae she cant when i didnt even let her noe! LOL!! if she go i wil die le... when she noe my wonderful results.. i m dead..

when i reach home sian.. quarrelled w my mum.. dunno y nwadae alwas quarrel w her wan.. lyk alwas wan... sad.. nvm.. den ltr mit terry.. sae talk talk den de reali ting is to talk bout de hp ting.. question mark.. den de rest of it i dun wan mention.. al i noe is.. tis ting is makin mi feel awkard towards u.. nvm once we settle tis den i wun contact u alrd.. yup..

Sat
hmm.. i went oout w daryl kai jo wc to beauty world play dota.. dota again ryte?? haha.. and we kana trash.. lol.. perhaps we aren't tt gd enuff yet.. nvm la.. den aft tt go home lo.. if nt wad.. den online chat w ppl lo..

Sun
wad can i sae bout 2dae.. jus 2 words.. DNT DAE! lol! i frm 2pm go jun ming's hse do folio until.. 9pm? dam tired sia.. and i onli did 3 tings.. exploded drawings and production schedule.. nt productive enuff.. bud u noe.. exploded drawins is dam hard u noe?? haha.. at least i fin tt! =)) and mi n jun ming decided tt everi sun is a.. DNT FOCUS DAE!!! wahaha! nt bad.. haha.. actuali mittin jz wan.. bud haven fin my dnt summore he wan mi go his church dere.. so mani ppl.. i shy la.. lol!! ^^ so didnt lo.. thks DI! for helpin mi w de song part.. if nt my blog is soundless! haha.. thks thks for makin my blog soundin! haha.. di u rawks! =)) and hor.. u spell my name wrongly.. in ur blog.. is FRANCIS... nt fracis.. dun change my name wor.. ^^..galgal dun sad la.. cheer up la.. u dun wan let ppl noe den u sad sad ppl oso wil feel sumting happened de mah.. =) dun tink too much.. aniting den come to mi lo.. take kaire wor!!=))
~simplifier~

2006-08-11T00:29:00.000+08:00

WED
2dae is National dae!! HAPPY BDAE SINGAPORE!!! haha.. bud aniway is jus a normal dae lo.. at home.. didnt go out.. suppose to mit pawena bud she nt free den neva liao lo.. den ltr in de nites went to jz house camp.. lol.. as usual.. PILLOW FIGHT!!! wahaha!! fun sia.. bud aft tt i left half life onli.. tired.. phew~ so ltr tt slp lo..

Thur
stil at jz hse frm mornin til lyk noon? yup... den we go lan play dota lo.. zzz.. keep playin dota.. abit sian alrd.. den ltr come home... oso de same activity.. dota oso.. lol.. i m gettin sick of dota-in.. soon i guess..

2006-08-09T16:29:00.000+08:00

Mon

2dae.. had dnt til 5+ lo.. my dnt almost complete alrd.. left de folio go chiong.. can can can wan! arg.. haha. den at de dnt.. ops.. i drop daryl tings.. den.. dere is sum scratches on his artefact.. sorrie daryl =X.. den ltr hao lian my artefact to de art students.. and suddenly i saw a head pop out.. and is yj!! haha.. she coughed and i turned.. den boomm.. saw her next to mi.. oh man i m cock eye.. lol.. den aft tt.. i went home hopin to pon de nites focus.. in de end MR TAN CALLED MI AND ASK ED MI GO SCH NW!! i was lyk wth?? den bo bian went sch for nites focus lo.. nth do wan.. de whole 3 hours i was stonin.. lol even though is a gd environment to studi.. =X

Tue
half dae lo.. my sch havin celebration lo.. fun le.. i was in de custume design wan.. i end up bein de model.. u noe de shirt make mi GAY!! tis IS DE MOST GAY SHIRT I EVA WEAR!!! bud is fun sia.. we design cut paste paste.. m dunno y i bcome de center of attraction sia.. al come to mi and take pic.. mayb kos of my OUSTANDIN APPEARANCE??? haha.. i enjoyed it.. was fun wearin de shirt.. hehe..

kai,jz,jo,wm,daryl,charles,mi,shaun,wh went to bugis for de ma la huo guo.. woo.. jz was kinda lost at first den ltr he noe wher de place is.. IS MUCH BETA DEN DE STEAMBOAT WE HAD LAST TIME. AT LEAST WE ATE COOKED FOOD NT RAW FOOD! XD haha.. nt bad la.. quite nice lo.. enjoyable oso.. =) here's de funni part.. kos we take too much food and we cant fin.. guess wad we do.. we pretent to walk out of de shop.. once outside de shop.. 1 2 3 we RUN!! haha.. fun sia.. lol.. yea inn de end didnt kana caught.. ^^.. den ltr went to cinneplex for movie.. click.. was nice i guess.. bud de show was lyk promotin animal porn! LOL!! haha.. aft de show was lyk.. 12 alrd? shaun father came to fetch us up.. thks SHUAN! =) haha.. den reach home alrd 1am.. i bathed liao den k.o.. i went to slp.. haha.
HAPPY BDAE!

2006-08-06T17:34:00.000+08:00

is been ages since i updated.. haha.. nw shall update..

Thur
so long.. i 4gt wad happened sia.. LOLS!! haha.. bud al i can sae is jus a normal dae.. i install warcraft until nites den can sia.. den wad u expect.. i play play play lo.. WAHHAA..

do u noe how much it hurts mi when u sae u r shattered again? do u noe much it pierce thru my heart when i heard tt u cry? do u noe how much it shattered my heart to c u in such a state again? it hurts mi so much to c u lyk tt again.. c u half dead again.. i hate to c u hurt.. al i wan is to c de smile on ur face.. and tts wad i wan..

<3 baby devil

Fri
nth special lo.. 2dae earli release den i went home dota-in again lo.. and i realise 1 ting.. i pass my chi.. and tts my onli sub tt pass.. i flunk de rest.. flunk real bad u noe? hai.. wil i eva make it? to de poly? to de course i wan? hai

2dae whole dae didnt hear frm u.. so sad.. no1 has de capablility to make mi sad.. except u.. u sad=i sad.. i dun wan u sad.. even u hurt mi as long as u dun sad i m happy.. y do u alwas sad? i hope i can b de pillar of ur str.. and de one u turned to.. bud.. it proves mi wrong.. i hope i can b de cotton wool to stop ur bleedin heart.. can i?

doubt so..

Sat
nth special too.. stay at home whole dae.. jio ppl out al cant so end up stayin at home.. den ltr c superband.. sian lo.. lucify out durin de first half.. dam sia.. dey so gd.. i lyk their hair their gothic-ness their style.. is jus so cool man.. once dey out i no mood c liao.. =X hhaa

Sun
2dae is CHC 17th bdae so is quite fun 2dae.. yup.. den james brought a fren go.. and i get to noe 1 more ppl frm my sch de.. =) nt bad huh? haha.. den ltr go je eat den blablabla.. went home.. borin dae i guess?? =)

finali u msg mi.. finali u seems a bit beta.. i waited for ur sms for ages.. and u finali msg mi.. i hope u r beta by nw.. cheer up can? dun so sad.. rem wad u sae? u sae is a new mth new start.. so nw.. is sun.. tmr is mon. is a new wk.. so new start too.. dun sad animore can? it hurts mi too.. =( can i b de cotton wool tt stops ur bleedin heart and heal it? can i can i? or cant i cant i? jus rem.. guardian devil is alwas w baby devil.. regardless of aniting.. <3 baby devil

~simplifier~

2006-08-02T21:42:00.000+08:00

Tue

2dae stay back for dnt.. sian le.. DNT AGAIN.. and dam wad sia.. nid redo my vacuum form.. daryl help mi do.. woohoo.. is PERFECT U NOE.. no wrinkles or wad.. DARYL RAWKS.. MY SOCKS.. rotfl.. haha.. and mrs abdul sen mi home.. thks! appreciate her tt.. she is a gd teacher.. =)

i so happy kos nw we lyk gettin closer.. closer and closer.. baby devil.. de ting is.. i m fallin deeper.. and deeper too.. hai.. i wil stil hold myself back..

fantasy..

Wed
2dae PE rawks sia.. we played bball.. den de last 15mins or 20mins we play freeze and melt.. u mus b lyk =.=.. BUD IS FUN! de whole class playin.. and everi1 was watchin us.. kos is lyk.. we r sec5 and we r playin tis? haha.. BUD IS FUN LE!! reali.. had fun playin tt.. i reali cant bear to leave my frens.. gotta b separate soon.. aft O.. 5yrs of friendship.. 5yrs of scoldin from teacher.. so mani memories and we r goin our own separate ways soon.. =(

reformated my com.. wooho.. no more adware.. gd gd.. fast oso.. jus tt everiting gone.. hais.. nvm..

nw we r growin so close to each other.. bud dun worri.. i noe.. is jus a wishful tinkin of mi to b able to w u.. perhaps is kos ur loved ones r bz tts y u keep msgin mi and stuff.. mayb when ur loved ones r free.. de story wil b diff..

is jus.. a one sided luv and wishful tinkin of mine.. =)

is jus a fantasy to b able to w u.. ~simplifier~

2006-07-31T20:16:00.000+08:00

is time for update..

SAT
2dae i slp until 1+.. kos too tired.. al de daes of dnt boot camp reali wear mi out.. IS TIRED.. haha.. den ltr in de noon when to mit serene.. was kinda weird.. kos too mani ppl.. when i mit her.. i was lyk SO MANI PPL?!?! lol den was kinda shy so didnt reali tak den half way i walk away kos i feel left out bax.. den go arcade play play lo.. haha.. den nth special lo.. tt's all

SUN
2dae wake up earli go church lo.. den mit james and go tgt.. nth special.. jus go church den go back home lo.. i regretted hearin james mp3.. bad.. is was when i addicted to fort minor Where'd you go.. i dam addict lo.. once reach home ask ppl for tt song.. IS SOOO NICE! cant stop listenin to it.. I MISS YOU SO.. haha.. how i wish i can share tis song w my special one hu i luv.. bud too bad.. i noe it wun b possible.. deres is onli her own special songs in her heart.. kissgoodbye and here without you.. how i wish.. dere wil b a song tt belongs to us.. bud.. it wil neva b real..

where'd you go? i miss you so..

MON
same old ting.. go sch.. actuali was suppose to mit my fren bud she overslept den didnt liao.. haha.. first 2 period.. DNT AGAIN!?!?! de workshop was so dusty til i keep sneezin.. i super sensitive wan.. =X haha.. den eng get back compo results.. I PASSED!! SURPRISIN!! BUD overall stil fail.. sian.. den get back my poa paper.. fail oso! WTH! den physics.. more power.. i got 0/60!!! i m dead meat liao la..! go ite liao!! hai.. die die die.. how i wish sum1 can giv mi a shot right in my face to wake mi up.. or kill mi den at least wun b stress up and take O.. i wanna go poly.. i wanna take up my dream course.. Music and Audio.. tts wad i wan. and i wan.. bud nw.. hai.. i shall nt giv up.. for tts wad i wan.. and i shall achieve it.. i WIL TRY MY BEST TO GO IN!
right i m stil super addicted to de song le.. LOL!

to de one i luv..

sorrie tt i didnt talk to u as much as last time.. is nt i hav forgotten u.. u r alwas in my mind.. is jus tt.. u hav ur luv ones.. u dun nid mi so i didnt talk to u as much as last time.. i noe even if i m by ur side.. u wun come to mi.. u wil go to ur loves ones.. is ok.. i dun blame u.. =) i noe i dun even hav a foothold in ur heart.. is ok.. i m tryin.. i m tryin nt go fall into so deep.. i m tryin.. =) jus rem i m by ur side alwas.. how i wish i can b ur "love ones", how i wish u can let mi into ur heart, how i wish we wil hav a song belong to us, how i wish...

al i noe is.. al tt is jus a fantasy.. a fantasy tt wil neva happen.. miss you

~simplifier~

2006-07-27T20:06:00.000+08:00

back frm boot camp.. sian.. 2dae de boot camp no gd no gd.. tirin la! i whole dae do nth except to file de 7 pieces of acrylic and to buff it.. u tink ez ar? so boring lo.. at dere file and file, sand sand buff buff.. tired lo.. use alot strength to file wan u noe? bud at last.. my buffin is super SHINNY! yea! did a wel job.. at least i spend lots of time and i did a gre8 job. tmr shall b de last boot camp.. tmr my sch celebratin racial harmony.. i intend to wear malay traditional clothes// lend frm my malay fren.. dunno how wil i look.. =x

die.. i realise tt i startin to.. luv u..

when u tel mi tt u r talkin to de one u luv.. i feel sad and jealous.. suddenly mood change.. kos i do not lyk to hear u se tt u luv other ppl.. when u tel mi u hurt urself.. i feel sad helpless and heart breakin.. when u r hurtin urself.. u r hurtin mi too.. i do nt wan to c u sad.. hurt.. =( when u jus nw sms mi sae wad u wan die.. i feel terrible.. to c u in such a depress mood.. i reali hope to help u get out of ur depression.. it hurts mi to c u in such a state..

u r 1 hu i ask u to c my blog.. u r de one hu i cal u s..... i lyk u is kos ur character.. u may seem fierce bud i noe deep inside u r v fragile.. u nid sum1 to luv u.. by nw u shld noe tt u r de one.. u r.. dun doubt.. u can freign ignorance.. i dun mind.. u can continue to sms mi or come to mi.. al i noe is tt.. most painful luv is luv unspoken.. so i shall tel u.. u r de one.. de one hu i cal Soxxxx..... i m tryin to hold myself frm goin deeper.. i m tryin nt to go so deep.. kos.. i noe.. u wil neva b mine.. i m jus a extra person hu jus walk into ur life.. and jus a person hu u cal 0cxxxxx...... and u alrd hav sum1 u luv =)

i wish upon de sky.. u wil b fine.. u wil b alrite.. u wil b healed.. and once happy.. once cheerful.. tts wad i long for.. for u to happy.. and b w de one u luv =).. dun depress wor.. promise ya? =) happy alwas ~simplifier

2006-07-26T23:07:00.000+08:00

boot camp.. hmm hhaa.. was nt tt bad i tink? when i go for dnt.. mrs abdul sae she change my new idea and new redo.. i was lyk WTH?? REDO? haha.. so redo lo.. bud dunno why.. 2dae enthu sia.. i fin alot of tings.. i tink i fin 50% of it? lol! dunno y so enthu oso.. i fin cuttin drillin vacuum formin and stuff.. was a fulfillin dae 2dae.. haha.. injured my finger while cuttin stuffs.. bud nt tt serious.. stil can use.. LOL!! get back my eng results.. IT SUCKs.. my comprehension gt 9/25.. w/o summary.. my class highest was 12.. =.= haha.. guess my class tooo slacky.. united.. LOL! haha.. sad sia.. eng so low.. 2dae was a bit down.. kos of sum1?? dunno y i down i oso dunno sia.. cant b i had fallen for her.. OMG let it nt b tt.. m i nth to her? m i insignificant to her? i m jus a extra ting to her.. 0.0.. y wil i get so sad over wad she said? y wil i get.. jealous? =.=.. and down oso kos eng results.. hai.. tts al for 2dae.. tmr boot camp again! yea.. dnt rawks.. >.@ ~simplifier

2006-07-25T22:03:00.000+08:00

back again.. 2dae.. didnt go sch.. stay at home de whole dae lo.. was borin.. spent my whole dae dota-in.. bought a speaker and i m dam broke nw.. how how? dunno le.. dun kare la.. play dota.. shiok.. SF rawks.. shadow fiend raawks.. haa.. 2dae.. hmm wasn't reali in a gd mood kos i found out sumting.. i dun hope to announce it or wadeva.. and plus i didnt slp.. havin a freakin bad headache.. headache make my mood even worst.. hai.. i hate liars.. liars sucks.. y mus she lie? frm de dae she know mi lie until de dae i cut contact w her.. i reali cant take it.. i dun wan a lie-friendship or wadeva.. liars sucks.. F off.. or mayb i m jus plain naive, in a nice way, or simpily, stupid.. stupidity kills.. perhaps is time for mi nt to believe ppl easily.. perhaps.. or? assurely i wun trust/believe ani1 easily.. once again.. i stil wanna thks her.. for givin mi back de life of simple.. simplicity.. =)

i m tinkin of a 4-letter word.. nt de bad word. bud.. de common word.. L-O-V-E.. jus wad is love? sum ppl sae.. love is... jus a waste of time.. is stupid/blind.. is jus a feelin.. great to b in love.. luv sucks/hurts.. so.. how do u define tt? i dunno.. love indeed is a crucial part of our life.. if u hav, ur life complete, dun hav, life imcomplete.. is jus lyk a jigsaw puzzle.. u nid to find the perfect piece to make it whole.. love is nt a mus bud is indeed a nid... love does nt meant possession of de person.. bud to c de person happy.. i m willin to do aniting.. jus to c de radiant wonderful smile on her face.. wher is my missin jigsaw puzzle?? is it lost? perhaps?

Do u believe tt true luv exists? my ans is.. no.. it dun exists.. wads urs? can ani1 prove mi wrong? =X tts al.. tmr hav dnt boot camp.. til 6.30.. zzz.. smile.. ~simplifier

2006-07-25T02:37:00.000+08:00

now is at ym's lan shop.. nth do so shall blog bax.. 2dae didnt go sch.. partly kos nt feelin well.. and another reason is kos wan pon sch.. gt dnt boot camp.. sian.. basically whole dae didnt nth except for dota-in.. and designin tis blog.. al thks to xiao hui tt my blog is out.. if nt it sucks.. lol.. nth special.. tmr no nid go sch.. so can don.. hha.. yea yea.. signin off ~simplifier